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[Saturday
May 27th, 2006 at 2:37am] |
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Posted in both LJ's cuz I'm not sure who see's what where. :(
Hm. I figured I'd do a tiny update. It's about 2:30 and I got home about an hour ago or so from the movies. I went with Gaby and Amanda to see X-Men 3. It was pretty good. I've never seen the other two before but yeah this one was good. We were gonna meet Olga but she couldn't make it cuz she went to Juarez to go eat and it took too long to cross back over the bridge. =/ By the time she was on her way to the theatre, the movie had been on for like 30 minutes already. We were gonna sneak her in anyway so its a good thing we didn't pay for her! NEXT WEEK ITS SO ON. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE BREAK-UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I've been waiting for I dunno HOW long. I CAN'T WAIT to see this movie. It looks SO good. Ahh I just love me some Jennifer Aniston!!!!
I haven't really been up to much. I took my grandma to the doctor today and ran some errands after. I hadda take her to the hospital on base because she hadda pick up some med, then we went to her hair dresser's place cuz she needed to pick up some stuff for her hair and I needed my eyebrows waxed so I asked if they did that there, and they did, so I got that done and then I went to the bank and made a deposit and then we met up with my dad and ate dinner then I came home and showered and chilled for a bit and then got ready to go to the moviessss.
Tomorrow Amanda wants to get a piercing and I NEED a touch up on my tattoo so I'm debating if I wanna get that done. It's gonna be kinda hard for my dad NOT to see because I can't get it wet, so I gotta take a shower with my foot stickin out and it's gonna be all bandaged up so how can he not notice? It's gonna hurt like hell but I need it so bad. =/ I'm still debatin, we'll see...
Yeah so that's pretty much it. I walk around feeling completely empty inside. I've never felt this lost or empty before in my whole entire life. I don't ever stop thinking about it...ever. It's in my every single thought. I feel like I'm in a daze. I miss you so much. You probably won't see this but it just makes me feel a little better to kind of write it here in hopes you'll see it...sometime. I'm glad you're okay and that's the one thing I worried about the most. I pray everynight you're safe and sound and that you don't forget about me. You're always with me. Please don't forget I'm there with you....
I think its time for bed before the tears start rollin..
...ah, it looks like they already have. :*( goodnight.
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[Sunday
May 21st, 2006 at 1:40am] |
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EVERY single second of EVERY single day...
... I'm missing you. :( :( :(
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| Unforgettable |
[Thursday
May 18th, 2006 at 9:07pm] |
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I just finished watching the Will & Grace finale...so sad there will be no more episodes. :( I love that show. It was a good finale. I liked the Friends finale better but this one was still good. I started crying when Jack and Karen sang Unforgettable...it was so cute but it touched me in more ways than one...
Unforgettable, that's what you are
Unforgettable though near or far
Like a song of love that clings to me
How the thought of you does things to me
Never before has someone been more
Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that's how you'll stay
That's why, darling, it's incredible
That someone so unforgettable
Thinks that I am unforgettable too
Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that's how you'll stay
That's why, darling, it's incredible
That someone so unforgettable
Thinks that I am unforgettable too
:*(
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| I need... |
[Thursday
May 18th, 2006 at 6:41pm] |
I need to know that everything will be okay.
I need to know that in the end, it will work out.
I need to know that I'll always have you or be a part of you.
I need something to put me at ease.
I need to stop being so impatient and let things take their course.
I need you to know that my promises will never change.
I need to stop freaking out, calm down, and breathe.
I WANT to know if you miss me...or even think about me.
I HAVE faith and trust in God that he'll take care of everything.
I simply just need you.
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[Wednesday
May 10th, 2006 at 12:15pm] |
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:( :( :( :( :( :(
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[Wednesday
April 12th, 2006 at 10:29am] |
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Loveyyy again ;) |
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I'm jus totally feelin this song. :) :) <3
"Breathe"
I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
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[Sunday
April 9th, 2006 at 2:28am] |
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LoVeY ;) |
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You are my everything
You are my everything
You, my everything
Everything, everything, everything
It's all because of you
I'm never sad and blue
You've brightened up my days
In your own special way
Whenever you're around
I'm never feeling down
You are my trusted friend
On you I can depend
You take me away
From the pain
And you bring me paradise
And when there were cloudy
days you brought sunshine in my life
It never occurred
To me the first time I saw your face
I would fall so deep in love
That your love can't be replaced
chorus:
You are my everything (you are my everything)
love so good, so good only you can bring
You are my everything
You are everything
and everything is you
My darling only you
Can make my dreams come true
And every night I pray
You'll never go away
I promise I will try
Until the day I die
(Bridge)
(Chorus)
You are everything
And everything is you
When you're lovin me
Put your lovin arms around me
When you're lovin me
Said I feel so safe I found security
When you're lovin me
Forever I want you to hold me
My everything
my every every every everything
You take me away
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| I thought I could.....but I can't..... |
[Tuesday
February 21st, 2006 at 11:02pm] |
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I can't do this...... :( :( :( It's killing me inside. Every single day. Every single hour. Every single minute. Every single second. I'm so empty. I'm so lost. I'm so confused. I'm so hurt. I'm so miserable. I'm a mess. I miss you....
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[Monday
February 20th, 2006 at 10:28pm] |
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Lemme just say....THE WORST feeling in the world is missing someone...and knowing there's nothing you can do about it.... :(
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| Drunken TIMES! |
[Monday
January 2nd, 2006 at 1:19pm] |
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I saw this on someone's myspace so I decided to steal-
1. Have you ever been drunk? On occasion lol
2. How old were you the first time you got drunk? Damn that's a good question- I think I was 16? I got really drunk on New Years Eve and the person I was with, we shared a whole bottle of wine.
3. Have you ever gotten/given digits while intoxicated? Hahah yeah and I'm sorry for THAT.
4. Have you ever drunk dialed'? Oh yeah, drunk dialing is THE BEST...if you're doing the dialing of course.
5. Have you ever been drunk in front of family members? Ew no. I wouldn't want them to see that.
7. Have you ever been arrested for any alcohol related crime? No thank goodness.
8. Have you ever hooked-up with someone while drunk? Perhaps....
9. Ever forgot their name? What if I never knew their name? =/
10. When was the last time you were drunk? I haven't really been THAT drunk in a while, probably the last time I was in San Antonio...and that was NOT fun...
11. Have you ever been on a drunken binge? Nah, that's kinda scary.
12. Do you need alcohol to have a good time? HELL YEAH! lol Nahh its not needed ALL the time.
13. What kind of alcohol gets you the most intoxicated? I think any hard liquor.
14. Favorite liquor: Hm, prolly Vodka.
15. Favorite beer: Bud Light or Bud Select.
16. Have you ever woken up after a night of drinking and found out that you were still drunk? Yes EW. It's kinda scary.
17. Have you ever swam drunk? Nah I'd prolly drown.
18. What kind of a drunk are you? TALKATIVE. OMG I won't shut up.
19. Is alcohol like "truth serum" to you? Uh no?
20. Favorite drinking partners: Gaby and Amanda.
21. Favorite bar? Eh don't really do bars yet.
22. Have you ever completely blacked out? Ew no.
23. Have you ever puked from drinking? Yep
24. Have you ever had the 'crying drunks'? Yeah...I cried like a baby one night...the reason is still unknown to me.
25. Can you still do physical activity while intoxicated? No comment. ;)
26. Have you ever gotten into a drunken fight? Well like physical fight? No. But Larissa and I got into a NASTY fight once. It was pretty bad.
27. Who is the most annoying drunk that you know? Good question? Prolly Larissa, she gets all stupid.
28. Who is the most flirtatious drunk? Jimmy or Skylier.
29. Do you have a drunken nickname? Not unless someone gave me one behind my back, bitches. lol
30. Have you received a booty call? Hahaha naw, no one wants dis booty. lol
31. Funniest drunken scene: OMG there have been so many! I think walking across the border have been the funniest of times. Or when we went to Vallare with Gaby, Olga, Olga's cousin, and Amanda and that homeless guy was all following us. LOL
32. Favorite song(s) while drinking: Ride It- Geri or Since U Been Gone- Kelly...I JAM out to those.
34. Have you ever been hit on by someone way older? Nah.
35. What's the worst 'buzz kill'? Someone else's drama or someone gettin sick.
36. Have you ever dated a bartender or bouncer or cocktail waitress? No but I thought this one bartender was kinda cute one time so Amanda and I would like hang around and keep ordering drinks from him. haha
37. Do you ever say to yourself, "Fuck, I need a Beer"? LOL Nahh, I LIKE beer but I don't need it.
38. Do strangers ever buy you drinks? lol Nah is that only done in the movies?
39. Have you ever drank too much? Uh yeah and its a horrid feeling.
40. Is there anything that you refuse to drink? Tequilla...I dun like.
41. Have you ever been drunk on a plane? Nah
42. Have you ever gotten drunk during the day? Nope!
43. Have you ever had to run from the cops and leave the beer behind? Damn what do you think I am? Some criminal? lol
44. What's your favorite drinking game? Kings! OMG that'll get you FUCKED up.
45. Have you ever injured yourself while drunk? Larissa burnt me with a cig once. That HURT.
46. What's the most destructive thing that you have done while you were drunk? Destructive? I can't recall....not really a destructive kinda person.
47. Ever been drunk at a concert? No, who the fuck would do that? It's so dumb. I saw beer at one of the Kelly concerts and I'm like WTF.
48. Is this survey getting too long? Nah, bring on the questions.
49. Are you ready for the last question? Sure.
50. Why do you drink? Well I don't really dance unless I have somethin in me so I guess that's a reason. It's not as fun as it used to be but its fun every now and then.
...HOW ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY IS SO COMMIN UP! DON'T FORGET BITCHES! AHHHH!!
 ...you love dis pic Jade! ;)
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[Thursday
December 29th, 2005 at 5:49pm] |
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Stole this from Aviva. It was quite interesting to read hers so I thought I'd do one.
Appearance
[] I am shorter than 5ft 4.
[x] I think Im ugly, even sometimes. (ALL the time)
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] have/Ive had braces.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] Ive been told Im attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears. <--I ♥ the diamond in my nose!
[] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] Ive sworn at my parents.
[] Ive run away from home.
[] Ive been kicked out of the house.
[] My parents are together.
[x] I have a sibling less than forty years old.
[x] I want to have babies someday.
[ ] Ive had children.
[x] I have a dog/cat/fish/vampire bunny
School/Work
[x] Im in school.
[] I have a job.
[x] Ive fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework. ((HAHAHA that's funny))
[] Ive missed a week or more of school.
[x] Ive been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] Ive stolen something from my job.
[] Ive been fired.
[x] Ive skipped school.
Embarrassment
[] Ive slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] Ive peed from laughing.
[x] Ive snorted while laughing.
[x] Ive laughed so hard Ive cried.
[] Ive glued my hand to something.
[] Ive laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] Ive had my pants rip in public
Health
[] I've been tested & have no stds
[] I would date someone with an std
[] I was born with a disease/impairment. <--The word "disease" is debatable but I've gotta say yes.
[] Ive gotten stitches.
[] Ive broken a bone.
[] Ive had my tonsils removed.
[x] Ive sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] Ive had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] Ive had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] Ive driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] Ive been on a plane.
[] Ive been to Canada.
[x] Ive been to Mexico. ((MUAHAHAH)
[] Ive been to Paisley Park.
[] Ive been to Japan.
[] Ive Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] Ive been to Europe. :(
[] Ive been to Africa.
[] I've celebrated New Years in New York. (I will ONE day! ;)
Experiences
[x] Ive gotten lost in my city.
[x] Ive seen a shooting star.
x[] Ive wished on a shooting star.
[] Ive seen a meteor shower.
[x] Ive gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] Ive pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] Ive kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] Ive been to a casino.
[] Ive been skydiving.
[] Ive been an abuse victim.
[] Ive gone skinny dipping.
[] Ive played spin the bottle.
[] Ive drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Ive crashed a car
[] Ive been Skiing.
[x] Ive been in a play.
[x] Ive met someone in person from the internet
[] I dated someone from the internet
[] I've been stalked by someone on the internet
[] Ive caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] Ive seen the Northern Lights.
[] Ive sat on a roof top at night.
[x] Ive played chicken.
[x] Ive played a prank on someone.
[x] Ive ridden in a taxi.
[] Ive seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] Ive eaten Sushi.
[] Ive been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] Im single
[] Im in a relationship.
[] Im engaged.
[] Im married.
[] Ive had someone cheat on me.
[x] Ive gone on a blind date. (I dunno if I'd call it a DATE but yeah lol)
[x] Ive been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[] I can't be friends with ex's, even when I'm the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of commitment.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] Im in love.
[] Ive cheated in a relationship.
[x] I would rather date someone who was intellectual, than hot
[] Ive gotten divorced.
[x] Ive had feelings for someone who didnt have them back.
[] Ive told someone I loved them when I didnt.
[] Ive told someone I didnt love them when I did.
[] Ive kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[] Ive had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] Ive had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[x] Ive been kissed in the rain.
[x] Ive hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
[] Ive accidentally flashed someone.
[] Ive purposefully flashed someone.
[x] Ive slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex.
[x] Ive slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex.
[] Ive bitten someone.
[] Ive been bitten
[] I am bisexual or homosexual
[] Ive kissed a member of the same sex.
[] Ive kissed a member of the same sex on the lips.
[] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[] Ive slept with a co-worker.
[] Ive made out in an elevator.
[] Ive had sex in a car.
[] Ive had sex in the shower.
[] I have/had an STD
[x] I'd rather enjoy sex with someone I have feelings for than some random person
[x] I'm a virgin
Honesty/Crime
[ ] I have thrown pumpkins at cars, and have seriously injured someone "because of this"
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] Ive done something I promised someone else I wouldnt
[x] Ive done something I promised myself I wouldnt.
[] Ive snuck out of my house
[x] Ive cheated while playing a game.
[x] Ive cheated on a test.
[] Ive shot someone b4
[] Ive been shot b4
[] I've been shot at
[x] Ive ran a red light.
[] Ive been suspended from school.
[x] Ive witnessed a crime.
[] Ive walked around a neighborhood, digging through mailboxes, looking for christmas cards with cash in them with an ex who was much more smacked out than i was
[] Ive been in a fist fight.
[] Ive been arrested.
[x] Ive shoplifted.
[] I have downloaded the new Prince single "Te Amo Corazon" illegally, when I could have easily waited less than 20 hours to download it officially
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] Ive consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[x] Ive passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I smoke
[] Ive taken painkillers when I didnt need them.
[] Im a stoner.
[] cocaine.
[] Ive eaten shrooms.
[] Ive popped E.
[] Ive inhaled Nitrous.
[] I have cough drops when Im not sick.
[] I cant swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] AND WITHOUT WATER!
Depression and Self-harm
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when Im depressed. ((most people))
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] Im anorexic or bulimic.
[x] Ive slept an entire day when I didnt need it.
[] Ive hurt myself on purpose.
[] Im addicted to self harm.
[] I often hold petty grudges that are pretty meaningless, but hold them regardless
[] Ive woken up crying.
[x] Ive cried myself to sleep.
[x] I see a therapist.
[x] Ive seen a therapist.
Death and Suicide
[x] Im afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] Ive seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] Ive planned my own suicide
[] Ive attempted suicide.
[] I can recite a satanic destruction ritual word for word
[] Ive written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Goodwill
[] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
[] In general, I dont like people.
[x] Im a feminist. ((sometimes))
[x] Im very outgoing.
[] I listen to political music.
[] Im Democratic.
[x] Im Republican.
[] Im liberal.
[] I have political views that defy this stupid survey
[] I dont like Bush because he is dumb.
[] I dont like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[x] Im religious.
[] Im against homosexual marriage.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[] My attitude is, "If youve got it, flaunt it"
[] Im pro-choice.
Random
[] I can sing well.
[] Ive stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I dont kill bugs.
[] I despise people who don't write back
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] Im a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic
[] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I like being neat
[] I enjoy the musical stylings of Sam Shanks
[] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] Ive not turned anything in and still gotten an A in a certain class
[] I cant sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[] I believe that the sun should be destroyed.. if no one could see the color of each others skin, we wouldn't know what race anyone is, and therefore, racism would be abolished.. forever..
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[] Im good at remembering faces.
[] Im good at remembering names.
[] Im good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest
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| 'HAPPY' Christmas? |
[Wednesday
December 21st, 2005 at 9:01pm] |
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I dunno what my problem is latley. I haven't really been updating but not a whole lot has been going on so I guess there's really no use for an update. It's freaking the 21st. THE 21ST OF DECEMBER and I have bought only two Christmas presents...three maybe. I dunno. I don't even keep count and I feel like Scrooge cuz I don't even care. I don't know if its that I don't CARE or I just don't want to deal. It sounds really bad and I should be happy and cheerful and ready to celebrate Christmas. I get so mad at myself because I WANT to be in the Christmas mood. I WANT to be happy and cheerful. I WANT to do Christmas stuff...but I'm not. I'm just not. I keep thinking 'Aw fuck I gotta go shopping' I mean I do want to give people gifts and see the looks on their faces when they do open it. It's not giving that I don't like, I love it. It's just getting everything ready that I'm dreading. My dad and I BARELY got a fuckin Christmas tree today. It's not even a real one like I wanted but oh well. It's a small fake one....whatever I guess. It won't be up for long anyway. People ask me everday what I want for Christmas and I honestly don't want anything. I saw Kelly and that's what I was looking forward to the most. That's what I wanted. I think that's why I might not be all YAY Christmas. I'm so like blah that Kelly is over. :( I have nothing Kelly-related to look forward to! I was SO wrapped up in that for like MONTHS. So school wrapped up rather quickly, and then BAM I left. I left to Vegas the day I had my last final. I saw Kelly and then BAM I was back with nothin but a week till Christmas. I was SUPPOSED to do my freakin Christmas shopping in Vegas but do you think that happend? Um no. I really wish my attitude wasn't like this. I saw Gaby's nephew Sebastian yesterday and to see him get so excited about Christmas kinda made me get a lil more into it cuz his face lights up when you ask him what he wants from Santa. I wish I was a kid. I wish I still believed in Santa. I swear, I was like the strongest believer you'll ever meet. THere was NO WAY ANYONE was gonna convince me there was no Santa. My dad would have my grandma and grandpa ring bells outside my window and I really honestly thought it was Santa. I'd get all scared and hide under my covers scared to death but so extremely excited and hoped I'd get everything I wanted. I'd lay there under my covers analyzing if I was a good kid or not and stop and think about the times when I'd get spanked or yelled at and hoped Santa didn't take it personal and but me on the naughty list. I'd lay there worrying until I fell asleep. I'd wake up so butt ass early on Christmas morning, RUN to my dad's bed, JUMP on it and just be so excited to see all the presents under the tree. I'd give anything to have that feeling back. It's crazy how when you're a kid Christmas means SO MUCH.....
...well I'll add more to this later. Imma go attempt to clean my room or sunthin...make use of my time. I'll be back to add pix and full review from the concert and stuff.
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| Wow |
[Tuesday
December 6th, 2005 at 10:48pm] |
| The Best Myspace Survey | | * . . About You . . * | | Eye Color:: | I cheat and use green contacts, muahaha. | | Hair Color:: | Uh some ugly nasty brown color | | Height:: | 5'5" | | Favorite Color:: | RED, heck yes | | Screen Name:: | Addlcted2Kelly | | Favorite Band:: | Bands? Eh. Don't really do bands. | | Favorite Movie:: | Aw I have lots! Spiceworld, From J2K, The Good Girl, Along Came Polly, Fever Pitch...the list goes on and on and onnnn. | | Favorite Show:: | FRIENDS- I miss it! | | Your Car:: | 2003 Ford Escape, Silver babyyy | | Your Hometown:: | Ugh. El Paso. | | Your Present Town:: | Still stuck in this awful place. | | Your Crushes First Name:: | Yeah we dont share. lol | | Your Grade:: | Junior in College. I'm an old LADY. | | Your Style:: | Skater | | * . . Have You Ever . . * | | Sat on your rooftop?: | Nah Im skurrrred of heights. | | Kissed someone in the rain?: | Well we were outside and it was raining but it wasn't in the rain! Aw nuts. | | Danced in a public place?: | Does a club count? | | Smiled for no reason?: | Im sure. | | Laughed so hard you cried?: | OMG yes. | | Peed your pants after age 8?: | OMG I don't think so? lol | | Written a song?: | Nah I have no talent. | | Sang to someone for no reason?: | I sing ALL the time. | | Performed on a stage?: | Hell no. | | Talked to someone you don't know?: | My dad told me not to speak to strangers. | | Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: | I'm a nice girl, I swear! | | Made out in a theatre?: | Maybe ;) | | Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: | hahah yes and fell and that shit HURT. | | Been in love?: | | | * . . Who was the last person to . . * | | Say HI to you?: | In person? Probably Hector. | | Tell you, I love you?: | Jade. :) | | Kiss you?: | Ugh. That dude in Las Vegas. haha | | Hug you?: | Gaby? | | Tell you BYE?: | Bye? Prolly when I hung up with Gaby. | | Write you a note?: | Ummm does a message from Jade on myspace count as a note? lol | | Take your photo?: | The twins did the other day when I was sittin wit Lauren. | | Call your cell phone?: | Jaaade. | | Buy you something?: | Gaby bought me Kelly on the cover of 17! Oh YEAH! | | Go with you to the movies?: | Last movie I saw? Uh...Walk The Line wit my momma. | | Sing to you?: | Jade sang some Rihanna to me earlier. lol | | Write a poem about you?: | No poems bout me. | | Text message you?: | Prolly Skylier, who knows its been a while. lol | | Touch you?: | No one wants to touch me. I smell. :( | | * . . What's the last . . * | | Time you laughed?: | I laugh at Jade cuz she always be sayin 'WHAT' lol | | Time you cried?: | Last night.... | | Movie you watched?: | Walk The Line | | Joke you told?: | I told a funny earlier today bout rabbits having sex! lol | | Song you've sang?: | Since U Been Gone | | Time you've looked at the clock?: | 10:43 | | Drink you've had?: | Diet Pepsi | | Number you've dialed?: | Dun rememberrr. | | Book you've read?: | Oh gosh it's been forever since I read a damn book. | | Food you've eaten?: | Chikin | | Flavor of gum chewed?: | Wintermint or some shit by Orbitz | | Shoes you've worn?: | Gray and Blue Etnies | | Store you've been in?: | Uhh Target! | | Thing you've said?: | 'okay' cuz my dad was talkin to me | | * . . Can You . . * | | Write with both hands?: | Nope Imma righty. | | Whistle?: | Only if I inhale | | Blow a bubble?: | With gum? Heck yes! | | Roll your tounge in a circle?: | Uh huh | | Cross your eyes?: | hahah Yes | | Touch your tounge to your nose?: | Ugh no. People who can freak me out. lol | | Dance?: | I prolly dunno how but I like to anywho. | | Gleek?: | Wha? | | Stay up a whole night without sleep?: | Oh yeah. lol | | Speak a different language?: | Uh burrito. | | Impersonate someone?: | Naw. | | Prank call people?: | Uh who can't? | | Make a card pyramid?: | Not really. | | Cook anything?: | Does grilled cheese count? LOL | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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[Friday
October 21st, 2005 at 11:49pm] |
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Damn so it's been forever and a day since I busted out with this shit so I figured I'd give it a go. Not a whole lot has been going on with me and for those ya know me, know what's been up. I'll attempt a short recap but nothin special. This week was sorta the week from hell considering I had 3 fucking tests all in a damn row. Communications- Tues, Political Science Pt 1- Wednesday, Political Science Pt 2- Thursday. I got my Comm grade back and I got a B, I got a C in Political Science, and I'll find out prolly next Thurs what I got on the other Political Science one. I'm just fucking happy that I PASSED. I'm so stressin though. I just want school to be over. I'm done with it. I've been done with it. I don't know why this semester is the hardest one for me. I can't seem to get through it. Usually I suck it up and I'm able to get through it but fuck man, I just can't. I was talking to my dad about it and so I'm probably going to cut down to 2 classes next semester to take a fucking break. I've been going to school non-stop for 3 fucking years. Summers included. So yeah I think it's time for a BREAK.
So how about I'm seeing Kelly Clarkson in December! It seemed so fucking far away in September but now that it's almost fuckin NOVEMBER it's SO NOT that far off!!!! I can't freakin WAIT. TWO concerts in a matter of a few days. SHIT yes!!! I'm prayin for a meet and greeet. OMG that'd be like so totally awesome huh? OMG AHHHHH. Okay yeah I just spazz thinking about it. I've gotten rejected a few times so hopefully the rejection days are OVA because I dunno how much rejection I can take! Jade knows the kinda hook-up she'll get if I do get a meet n greet. ;) MUAHAHAHAHA. Keep your fingers crossed that I doooo!
OMG someone PLEASE let me know what's going on for Halloween. I need an excuse to dress up!!!!!! I SO wanna be a pirate! I saw THE CUTEST costumes today OMG. I want to beeee one. They got the lil swords and the patch for the eye and stuff. Ahhh it looks like lots of fun. Last Halloween sucked balls so I don't want a repeat of that.
I was watching a documentary about Madonna earlier when I was on the phone with Jade and it was TRIPPIN me out because fuckin a I've liked Madonna since I was 4 years old and that broad is STILL around. I SO can't wait for her new CD. I haven't really heard her new song all that much because fuckin Ares won't lemme DL cuz it's all jacked up versions so hopefully an official MP3 comes out soon or sunthin. Her last CD was pretty good but I always look forward to Madonna stuff cuz yeah, it's HER. She's lucky that she's still around making music and stuff and she's still seen as an icon. I really want Geri to be like that. She's already been around for almost 10 years so heyyy lets bring on another 10 years. OMG how fuckin cool would that be? I def think Kelly will be around for a while as well. Music is her life and she's so into it. She's got the most beautiful voice so I know that'll be around for a while. It's crazy tho how some people can like 'stick around' in the music business and others come and go. One hit wonders haha That's funny. Sucks for them but yeah we just remember them by their ONE good song they ever came out with. Man that'd suck so bad to be a one hit wonder.
Alright well I suck because I can't think think of any more BS to share so I suppose I'll end here? So yeah anyone know if Geri's a mommy for sure or what? :) I sooooooo wonder if she is. Ah so many thoughts emerge. I'll save those for when I hear a confirmation.
P.S. Who thinks I'm ugly? Raise your hand! HOLLAAAA ;)
 This video is AMAZING.
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[Sunday
October 16th, 2005 at 1:23am] |
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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? Ew...I hate looking in the mirror.
2. How much cash do you have on you? $5.00
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? BEST.
4. Favorite flower? Uhh...tulips?
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? LEMME CHECK- Uh well my phone is stupid and the Missed Calls and Recieved Calls are like on one list and when I answer it has a check and when I don't it...doesn't have a check so it's like on one big ol list and so I can't tell what the 4th missed call is. lol
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? 'Since U Been Gone (Jason Nevins Remix)- Kelly Clarkson' DUH!
7. What shirt are you wearing? A red Hurley one.
8. Do you "label" yourself? Does ugly count?
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? No shoes at the moment!
10. Bright or Dark Room? Darrrrk
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Eh...she's okay! LOL Juuuust playin, I luuuuv her!
12. Ever "spilled the beans"? Oh man I think we all have.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? I think Gaby and I were still in the movie? Gettin outta the movie? Ah I dont remember exactly.
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? It was from Larissa sayin she was jammin to Kelly. :)
15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? Nooope.
16. What's a saying that you say a lot? I dunno latley I saw AWESOME like alll the time. I say lotso things lotso times.
17. Who told you they loved you last? My booger- Jade :) lol
18. Last furry thing you touched? My doggie Geri.
19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days? HUGS NOT DRUGS.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? I just got two developed sooo ZERO.
21. Favorite age you have been so far? Damn...good question....I wish I was uh...way younger. Like kid younger.
22. Your worst enemy? The mirror. lol Well okay not THAT bad but yeah we all know I'm ugly, must I remind myself?
23 What is your current desktop picture? Kelly Clarkson SUCKAAA.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? I think I mumbled 'Ok' to my dad or sunthin.
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? I'd give ANYTHING to change that regret.
26. Do you love / like someone? OMG HUGE ASS crush on someone ;)
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[Tuesday
September 27th, 2005 at 10:58pm] |
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1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have one on my knee from when I fell in the street on Christmas Eve when I was like uh 8? My mom let my brother and I open our Christmas presents early and she got us a football to share so we went out into the street to play with it and he threw it to me and I was like kinda on the curb and I slipped off and totally cut open my knee. It was bleeding really bad and I swear I shoulda had stitches but nothin a wet towel can't fix eh? lol
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothin but Geri Halliwell and Kelly Clarkson. :)
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Motorola Razor, silverrr
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
A shitload of different kinds. Mostly pop and rap.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
2:15 P.M.
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
I want a lot of things. I want to move SO bad. I want to be able to hang out with Jade when I want!!! I wish all my friends lived in the same place so we could all hangout! I want to be done with school. I want my back to stop hurting. I want a million dollars. I want a lot of things. I want to meet Geri and Kelly again. I want a lot of things. lol
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES
A certain friendship....
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
Yikes I have a few. My Geri/Kelly picture and autographs, my cell phone, uh my whole room. lol
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
I love the smell of my nifty perfumes. I love the smell of rain too!
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nah I can handle tight spaces well. lol
11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW:
That'd be...LIKE THE BEST DAY EVER! hahahaha
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
I'd rather not say... =/ I'm such a loser but yeah I rarely cry but when I do yeah it's not cool.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Victoria's Secret- Body
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Short...I like the messy look.
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Shit it best be somewhere romantic or tha answer is gonna be HELL NAW. lol
16. DO YOU LIKE PORN?
WHO DOESN'T? LOL Nah can't say I do.
17. WHAT ARE YOUR FIVE FAVORITE MOVIES?
SpiceWorld cuz of Geri, From Justin to Kelly is CUTE okay :) Okay okay movies- umm The Good Girl, 50 First Dates, Along Came Polly, Closer, and Fever Pitch. I have so MANY favs and they always change!
18. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON?
Hmm, anywhere romantic lol
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I made mad? I never make people mad! hahahaha Umm good question?
20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
Si habla espanol
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
hahahaha I duno if this was THE FIRST but I certainly remember, I had the biggest crush on this kid in my 2nd grade class and I invited him to my bday party and he couldn't go so he stopped by my house and gave me a lil book that was like sunthin Cinderalla paper dolls or something hahaha I was like SO happy
22. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER(s)
Geri Halliwell and Kelly Clarkson SUCKA
23. FAVORITE BAND(s) -
Don't really do bands a whole lot.
24. WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU LIKE TO READ
Uh I don't read as much as I should. No sad shit cuz that mess brings me down.
25. FAVORITE DESSERT:
Cake!
26. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE?
Ew dun like coffee.
27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE?
I got so many...I'll find some good Geri/Kelly ones.
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Oh man that's like...hard. =/
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
I dunno to me doin lil things mean the world. :)
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
SEVEN
31. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes? Eh but Kelly's a blonde at the moment and Geri was a redhead so all of em.
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Jade :)
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Oh man I got LOTS- people who dont use their fuckin BLINKER when they're switchin lanes, people who can't speak ENGLISH and expect you to speak to them in SPANISH, people who don't say THANK YOU when you go OUT OF YOUR WAY to hold the fuckin door...ugh so much
34. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
hahaha hell yeah, who hasn't?
35. WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CRUSH?
I got a secret :)
36: WHAT IS YOUR WORST FEAR?
Dying alone. :(
37: SAY SOMETHING TO SOMEONE YOU HAVEN'T SEEN/TALKED TO IN AWHILE:
Where the fuck you been?
38: HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND NOT MEANT IT?
No that's messed up.
39: WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
Talkin to Jennifer about uhh...dunno what we were talkin about and listenin to Kelly.
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
...and it was cheap and painless? How bout a TOTAL makeover!
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Cuz I was BORED.
42. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PIZZA?
BLACK OLIVES BAYYBEEE!
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Commit a crime?
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
YAY 4 months! I have NO clue. LOL
45. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING BLOOD?
Wtf kinda question is that? I'd be like 'wtf is goin on'
46. Do you believe that myspace is the devil in disguise?
Um no.
47. What is your favorite animal?
A raccoon!
48.Whats you're favorite sport team and your favorite player from that team?
I dont really have one so yeah.
49. What is good and what is evil?
Chocolate milk is good. White milk is evil.
50. ADD YOUR OWN QUESTION!!
What color is your toothbrush? Red and White
So yeah that's a lil survey cuz I be bored. Anywho back is still fucked up stayed in bed ALL effin day. That is all.
 It's Kelly Clarkson- HOLLA!!!
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| More Pain |
[Monday
September 26th, 2005 at 10:40pm] |
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Uh yeah, so what's going on? It's been like FOREVER since I updated this shit but yeah I guess it's about that time eh? Not a damn thing has been goin on really. My back hurts AGAIN. I think I fucked it up again. :( Great job huh? I was stretchin in my chair, like leanin back a little bit, and as I was doin it, I like had a SHARP pain shoot up my back and I just froze. I was talkin to Gaby on the phone as it happend and I was like 'FUUUUUUUUUCK!' and she's like 'What happend?' and I'm like 'I think I just fucked up my back again' Sure enough. I went to the doctor a couple days later and he said it was swollen and that my nerve was pinched again. :( I was doing so well too! Ugh. So yeah I'm back to feelin like a crippled. Sucks huh? Feel sorry for me! haha
Um school's pretty shitty. I'm failing Political Science, WOOHOO! lol I'm taking two Political Science classes and I have NO idea how I'm doing in the other one. We took a test and I TOTALLY felt like I failed cuz I knew like nothing. The teacher said the freakin average was a 60 so HOPEFULLY he graded on a curve and I kinda passed? Maybe? Hopefully? lol I think I'm doin alright in Communications so eh. I HATE school. I wasn't gonna go to my first class tomorrow but ugh he's handing back the tests and I kinda wanna know what I got. Even tho I'm pretty sure I FAILED I'd like to have that confirmed. Blah.
My weekend was alright. On Friday night Gaby and I went to see 'Roll Bounce' with Bow Wow. It was a REALLY good movie. I liked it! I got kinda teary eyed so WHOA. lol That was a big step for me. haha Then we kinda sorta made a trip to Applebee's but UGH it was pretty much for NOTHING. I dropped her off and then came home and eventually passed out. I was pretty tired. On Saturday I busted out with my free minutes and bugged Jade. :) I got ready at around 4 and I hadda go pick up my grandma and take her to eat and then at around 6:30 Gaby and I headed to the fuckin football game. I have NO school spirit but it was jus sunthin to do. My school won so woohoo. lol There was this drunk guy next to me that like wouldn't stop putting his hand on my shoulder when he would ask me something. It was WEIRD. I felt like saying 'uhh don't touch me' but we eventually like moved down a couple of seats when the crowd kinda thinned out. After the game we went to this club downtown called 'The Zone' or its called 'DA HIP HOP ZONE' which is really ghetto but people jus call it 'The Zone' It was pretty chill. I got kinda tipsy. LOL I had a long island, gin and tonic, and like 3 beers. It was good times. We were all jus dancin and havin funn. We left at around 2:15 and as I was drivin home I called Jade cuz I like needed someone to talk to on the way home to make sure I was straight. LOL I wasn't DRUNK just kinda tipsy. I woke her up and kept her up till like 4:30. LOL I LOVE YOU JADE! :) hahaha I passed out and then woke up at around 11:30 the next morning with a headache and Jade kept me company most of the day cuz we gotta take advantage of our freee minutes. I didn't do jack all day and it was FAB. Gaby came over at around 7 and did her math homework cuz she don't have Java on her computer at home or sunthin. It was all good. She stayed till about 9:30 and we were looking at people's myspace profile's. LOL You can find anyone on that mess! It was crazy.
Ugh so yeah I woke up at like 9:15 today and got ready for school. My dad dropped me off WOO. I love it when he drops me off cuz I can get there RIGHT when class starts and don't hafta wait for a stupid parking space. Class was boring as usual. Buuut while I was in class my dad went and BOUGHT FOOD. FINALLY. OMG we had like NONE for like FOREVER. lol It sucks bein without fooood. He bought me this SPIFFY blue gatorade that like totally leaves my mouth blue so I'm so not drinking it before I go out in public. LOL My dad freaked out when he saw my mouth. He's like 'UH WHATS THAT ALL OVER YOUR MOUTH' hahaha It was funny.
Soooo I think Imma be a pirate for Halloween. I have no clue what I'm doin for Halloween and I'm like the biggest Halloween hater but eh I like dressing up just as long as some bitch don't skurr me. I HATE being scared. Eh we'll see how that works out. I guess when it gets closer to Halloween I'll see whats goin on. I think bein a pirate would be cooool though.
Um so yeah what else is going on? Did ya bitches catch KELLY on OPRAH?!?! HOW gorgeous was that performance of Because Of You?! Damn that girl can saaaaang! hahaha It was SO effin awesome. I was like SO excited to see it for like the looongest time. I taped it so Imma def be watchin it ober and ober again! I can't wait to see her again!!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!
Jade, this is the picture and the poem that Geri wrote that I was telling you about. It's where my whole 'CandyGirlGeri' SN came from and all that fun stuff...so yeah I just thought I'd share with ya! I LOVE YOU like whoa! LOL :)
Candy Girl
Don't you just love sweet things, I do
That sugar rush, you can't beat it
It makes me sparkle
I feel naughty but nice
I am addictive, addicted
I know I shouldn't but, I can't help myself
One is never enough
Compulsive strawberry and vanilla, sugar, sugar, sugar
It makes me smile
I feel the sensation in my fingers, it dances on my tongue
You do know what I mean when I say
Too much of a good thing is bad for you, that's me
I LOVE that poem!
 YAY for Kelly!
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